RE-start.

PEOPLE!

2009-07-24T23:15:00.001-07:00

hey!!I'LL BE CHANGING LINK AGAIN.
SORRY FOR THE INCONVINIENCE CAUSED!
THANKS!

www.j-intractablee.blogspot.com

2009-07-04T13:48:00.000-07:00

I know my blog is dead,but don't worry.who am i?LOL.*slap myself*.

Okay,i don't even know where to start with.kinda rusty because i've stop blogging since last month.omgosh.alot of things had happened.i've not been going out with madeline often but i swear i really miss her nonsense and her naggings.(i know she'll read once she relink me,lol!)

family?well,sometimes i really don't wish to stay at home and be a mute girl.i don't even know what my dad wants or what the heck is he even doing.selling away the house and didn't plan on where we should stay.what is his ulterior motives,money?i really believes that money can destroy loads of stuff.screw it seriously.

alright,i'll stop nagging about all th general stuff of my life.it's more like a story than a dairy.oh yah!do you know that someone commited suicide at my block,damn frightening can?!i don't even dare to go home until early morning.*eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww*felt pity for that guy though.

anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEL!(:
one year older already,please be more gentleman can?!hahahas.

SHALL BLOG NEXT TIME.TOODLES PEOPLE.

2009-06-25T21:00:00.001-07:00

will change blogskin soon.
today's a tiring day.lalabyeeeeee(:

2009-06-20T14:22:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not blogging,internet is still not back yet.

nowadays slacked with philene&co.had ups and downs,i can't come out that often now because i wanted to show my dad that i'll be a good girl.okay,i try my best.zz.

Today
I was actually rotting at home because i didn't went for the father day celebration,such a bad girl i am.):but baby called me and asked me if i wanna go tampines with him to find his friend.in the end slacked at their friend house terrace at around changi until midnight.omgosh,the friend sister de bf very guailan,no offence uh!cabbed down to tampines back and met up with weisen and co.quite entertaining because i was the one who give them the entertaining.that two suckers were injured to the max.heh,hairpee me:D!

TAGSREPLIED{♥}
To madeline:you're always so childish,but cute;D meet up real soon(:!
To passer:I don't know why you're so agitated,but sometimes people will get
the wrong information.kinda wrong when you scold her.
To weihan:puh-lease,it's still my friend afterall.
To eunice:sure relink when i got the time.sorry!
To philene:boyfiee,hahas.which time?aiyo,it's okay la,you also know i won't
angry for so long de,somemore i know you not purposely de(:
To joroc:omgosh,you look diff from photo,saw you at my friend
chalet(:
To steady:germaine ah!hahahahas.will try to lah(:
To eileen:imy too):
didn't get to meet you and dumb up during holiday lo):

2009-06-16T17:43:00.000-07:00

Hello people,guess where the hell am i now?macdonald!not with laptop,but with my handphone.oh ya!people,com's down.!will update super soon.:)

2009-06-09T22:24:00.000-07:00

Hello people.
I blog just not to let my blog be dead,will update when i'm free.
TATA.

如何把你慢慢忘掉?

2009-06-02T16:57:00.001-07:00

I'll try.
To forget everything,live in the future,not the past.i'm really glad that i had supportive friends with me.had a really fun time with philene & co today.we're just like a crazy bunch of people.something like "Jia peng bo sai bang".Had to handle a few drunkards.so here i am,so late now,sleepy me!(:

I can't imagine those days without holding your hand anymore.
I felt like i'm too arrogant that time.
I always forgotten to tell you,
All those things that you did for me,
Was so touching,helpful & caring.
I know when i agreed to stop contacting,
I'm still gonna miss you.
I regretted,but it's too late.
How i wish you were by my side,
You know how sad i would be,
But you continued to give me that emotionless look when you saw me.
I can't ask for more,because i can't be greedy.
I'm sorry for scolding you when i didn't find out the truth.
I'm so sorry.

想一整夜的我該死心了.
好想他,
再這樣下去,我只會更牽掛.
愛到最後我們還是改變不了.
祝福她,
擁有他,
所有的有情人終成眷屬.
你給過的美好,
留在沒有人到得了的地方.
我怎麼哭了?
你不該忘了.

TAGSREPLIED{♥}

Weihan: Weeeeeeee, spam spam spam (:
LOLS,crazy.(:
Zhi kang: psps, the whole thing lag and i tot i was the first to tag
XD first to tag =)
Hahas,my monkey!you're always so cute(:!
Madeline: but i invited you as the author -.- how come
ah? you never go try ah? DUMB! xD
LOLS,how i know!?hahahas.
Julia: cheer up! Luvs
Thanks.(:
Philene: Super hate you. Girlfee sux! D': You don't want me!!!
If i don't want you,who take care of you when you're
drunk?crazy boyfiee!
whitney♥♥: dear girl, smile please (: shall see you soon!
Xingan ah!i smile everyday(:
Madeline: hey girl! it's time to start a new story of your own! (: dun live
in the past but in the present! okay? (:
Yeah,thanks pal<3
joy: i noe deep inside
your heart you still have this peace that you dowan to show it up. maybe cos of
your friends and wordly thing yeah... jai you jia you jia you!by e way rem. that
God is still ther dun give up just come back to Him and just ask Him for comfort
if you feel this way guess what it really helps.. hahah how are you now i
long time never see you last week of school...i missed u.
I miss you too,and thanks alot <3

2009-06-02T03:23:00.000-07:00

Everything is over.

I had to end this journey.

& start a new one.

The story that i wanted happy ending,

aint coming true.

Now i know,we can't count on fairytales.

I wanted so much to say how much i love him,

but i was barely seemed by him.

Every places that i often go,

would have memories of me & him.

Thanks for those two months of fun & laughter.

Adding colours to my life,

Filling up the bottles of tears,

Flooding my inbox,

& alot more.

Everythings back to normal.

2009-05-30T15:54:00.000-07:00

Finally,today is the day that i'm not depressed or sad at all.we're not quarreling anymore.thanks for forgiving me(:

Slacked at mac & it was kinda like rotting,so we slack slack slack all the way until some went home.Went to fire engine playground and slacked,after awhile some went home.so left me,philene,guanli,thomas,teo,quek,guan li and andrew.Played blind mice,not once was i a catcher!so hairpee(: quek and me had an 'accident' , He wanted to climb now because the catcher was coming,so he slipped and fell on my hand & scraped it.super pain know!):

see see see!super pain lei!):

& this is yesterday's pictures with my lesbian partner,miss apple!(:

Just look at that stupid face of mine -__-

I look fat>>

Super dumbass!>>

TAGSREPLIED!
To 爱爱:Same blog song ! Niceeee ;DD dunt sad lah 我爱你 , 爱爱;DD
hahas,sama sama taste!(: i'm not sad le,thanks for the
concern!<3
To 笨笨: dumb, cheerup ok? ily lots
yeah,cheer-ing up in progress.hahahas.love you
too(:!
To Madeline: dun sad alreadu.. anything, call me okay..
kkays,i'm not sad le(: , i did call you,but you're
sleeping like a dead log.hahas.And uh,you did give me the email and password how
i reply you!
To Whitney: xingan , cheeeeerup ♥♥
Thanks(:!♥♥
To Chingchingg.: Laugh , msg me aites .! : }
Yeah,lols.you type like yalam sia!
To athirah <3:heyy. long time no
talk, Justina. I think u should take a look and edit ur title. :] i should link
u up!
Why edit?O__O?Yeahs,i'll link you
too(:!

BYEEEE,I'M SO HAIRPEEEEEE!

I really feeling like pee-ing.-.- toodles!

2009-05-28T15:54:00.001-07:00

I know time will heal everything.I know it.I'll just wait for the day that i'll fully forget about you.i'm such a fool people.I am.sorry for being such a dumbass.

He wanted to walk away from me,i cried.
He wanted me to stop waiting,i cried.
He pushed me away,i cried.
I broke my promise,i cried.
He's not replying my message anymore,i cried.
He heckcare me,i cried.
I regretted,i cried.
I think i'm a dumbass,i cried still.
When i blog this,i'm numb-ed.

我要放弃,
但是我仍然爱你.
让时间行愈合这个创伤,好吗？

You got me.

2009-05-27T07:34:00.001-07:00

This blog made me feel so emotional,as if i can cry out anytime.whatevaazxcx.i can't blog much because madeline & that binbin is asking me to play audition.

GUESS WHAT?I GET 1M FOR THIS SONG TODAY!although its nothing odinary,but i like!

EXTRA POST FOR SPAMMERs
FYI:justina is the best name that i've had.and it's okay if you think my name sucks.doesn't seems to me like my friends hate it when they everytime call my name.loser.glad that i've spent a passage on you.Because you're actually nothing worth.

TAGSREPLIED!
To Lixin:
So qiao!my here also got spammer!hahas,it's okay.i got it(:

2009-05-26T02:18:00.000-07:00

Seriously,i'm bored to death at home.seems like philene boyfiee is still angry with me,thats why she never contact me):

All i've done at home today was just playing computer,smoking only 4 sticks of cigg,helping my mother do chores and thats all.No life.If not for someone,i would've gone out today!But i've already promised.

TAGSREPLIED{♥}

To athirah:
sama sama uh(:!
To ching:
WOAH,so long never see you lah!linked(: <3
To ..........:
Lols,although i dislike his attitude but i don't hate him.i'm sure he can
change for the better de.why do you hate him so much,and you know who i'm
talking about?
To Twinnie:
Hello TWINNIE<3 , you're linked too!lovess!

2009-05-25T02:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was soooo unexplainable.met up with philene and slacked with wan & khalid waiting for people to come down and kill our boredom.But we had some fun while waiting too,thanks to philene & wan.Their joke was extordinary,never fail to make me laugh(:

tere's nothing much until the night when quek drink,drank,drunk.super funny to the max,he shout at the coffee shop like nobody beenest!And i was being bandage up by zhilin's bandage.And guess where they bandage?my eyes.super pain can?!(when i try to open my eyes.)

2009-05-22T00:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday went out and met up with philene boyfiee and others.My stomach hurt like nobody beenest know!after slacking awhile,i turned moody.so i started taking pictures and punching people.Don't ask me why i will get moody,thats a secret.philene boyfiee would know,but she didn't stop me from punching lo!cutee~

Seriously,i don't know why nowadays e people so irritating.don't want to meet is fine with me,don't have to say many useless craps.i don't like it.you're always the one who make me pissed off,you never think what you said.you weren't like that last time.Just because of a girl you can attitude me?what the heck is wrong with you?don't make it seeems like no ones wants to meet me up seriously.fking gays.
And yesterday,i really didn't intend to bomb you de lo.but i'm really very very tired,plus i got nothing to do at home eh,what you expect me to do?masterbate,talk to the air,disturb my siblings just to make myself awake?!not only that,you expected me to walk to townpark eh.LAST TIME,YOU WON'T EVEN LET ME WALK ALONE AT NIGHT OKAY?i'm angry not because i'm jealous okay,it's because your attitude really sucks now.you weren't like that last time.you don't even bother to come in bicycle when you got all the free time.
fxck.

TAGSREPLIED{♥}

To athirah:
tag you back in your blog already(:
To 爱爱:
yeah,hahas.<3
To 笨笨:
hello,next time tag more interesting thing to me lah dumb~<3
To Madeline:
AM I?HAHAHAS.OKAY~ LOLs,call me out leh you!
To W_hitney:
You said it(:!<3
To Julia:
LOLS,hello fling.you're linked already(:

It's better now(:

2009-05-20T01:52:00.000-07:00

Okay,i spent like 2hours on this stupid blog.how stupid is that?and i've been like not posting for so long.well,i'm busy nowadays.Everyday slacked with nigel and co.yesterday met up with germaine!went to her house and we talk loads and loads of stuff(:

people,i've linked & relinked already.cheeeeers!

TAGSREPLIED{♥}
To shervelle:
I WILL LINK YOU,STOP BUGGING.
To madeline:
You want yoyo?go buy lah!hahahahas!(:
To Wilson OCH Boyfriend:
hello och boyfriend(:! linked you le,you better link me k!

2009-05-19T00:21:00.000-07:00

Nowadays like slacking days,really doesn't have the mood to go school.not only don't feel like going school,i don't feel like going home too.father keep shout shout shout,nag nag nag.i don't know what's up with him lately,stupid hot-tempered oldman.so pissed off now.i think very soon will be my turn to have a scolding.don't ask me for what.

PISSED OFF,DON'T FEEL LIKE BLOGGING NOW.

MOTHERFXCK.

2009-05-18T01:52:00.000-07:00

TAGS REPLIED{♥}
To shervelle:
You also never give me your link,lols.
To Eunice:
LOLS,kkays.i'll relinked(:
To J-Eunice:
Who are you?
To Zhikang:
LOLS,i'll relink again.sorry;D
To Whitney:
Lol,i bomb it:x!
To nigel:
zzz,never lah~
To Ameline:
Hahas,then link me now lo:D!
To Weijie:
lols,give me your link(:
To karen:
maimaix33@hotmail.com ;D
To Zhikang:
Will de(: hahas.
To Steffi:
HELLO:D , i'll relink(: .

I'll relink those whom i have not relink soon ! (:

2009-05-14T15:53:00.000-07:00

If only.

slacking day again,so don't have much stuff to talk about.but that quack really make me pissed off!he just slapped my face twice and it was really a hard one!i bit my mouth because of him and bleed): , not only that,i nearly bang the table because he pushed it so hard!lucky my hand block,if not..beuy lim chu ah! lols.

and my father is seriously insane,just because of my sister irritating sneezing sound he shout at her.Even though i too,find it irritating,i didn't even scream at her can?and when my father came back,he just slammed the door,throw his key and went in his room.crazy old man.lol.

okay,end of post.nothing to blog about anyway.byeee(:

TAGSREPLIED♥

TO ADELINE:

you're welcome;D

TO EUNICE:

Okay(: you're relinked;D!

TO ARMOUND:

hello dad,you're very very welcome;D teehee!

TO YVONNE:

yvonne!! hahahas!

TO 笨笨:

Yo dummy(: , okay okay (: , ily too:D

TO JUST-LENA:

who the heck are you?-.-

TO MANTOU:

Hahahas,can see.so cute laa;D

TO 爱爱:

hahahas,you're welcome.no prob(:!breathless very niceeee:D

TO MADELINE:

read already,so lame.LOLS.never dream of me):

TO XIANGYU:

hahas,thanks alot(:

TO JPHE:

LOLS,your name very special ah,dun even know who's that.lucky you got put link ah!hahas.add you laaa!you add me la:x

2009-05-13T00:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was super happening,love it.

Finally someone called for a delivery,and it was where philene and me gave out the flyers!i was really feeeling so uncomfortable because my period came and i had a tummy upset.so people(s) (nigel,zhihao & ben) pushed me in a ntuc trolley.nothing happened when we reached there,but when ben pushed me,the trolley fell and so did i.lucky i strong,no harm.LOLS.

when we're heading home that time,we saw two china woman quarreling with the members of the mrt station,don't know whats that lol.we also shout at those china woman lol!one of them was trying to come up,but was stopped.so fxcking happening(;!

blog next time,don't feel like blogging.
PET SOCIETY-ING.(:

2009-05-09T18:18:00.000-07:00

Let it go.

what can i say about today?crazy,slacking,idiotic.i did something reaaal bad today,which i what i hated last time.i'm like so gonna stop myself from doing that crap again.argh.and i haven even sleep yet,wanted to play audi first(:

went to philene house and watched a ghost movie,so funny.watching a horror movie in broad day light.sheesh(:!but overall was 'okay',just a lil shocking,thats all.zombie show is still the best!teehee!

i'm so gonna get flu~

You caught me back unexpectedly.

2009-05-08T14:13:00.000-07:00

Now i wonder,wonder,wonder..

slept through the whole paper of maths when dumb and others kept telling me there'll be chapter reviews.well,it's not like i'm going to school that often after exams.AND,as if i'll go for mathematic class.dream on!

i'm so gonna sleep after i post this post.i have not yet to get my beauty sleep since yesterday.48hours awake,and it was really a day of 'marathon'..

Ton the night before today and went straight to school.
Nigel gave me a last minute call and ask me to work.(flyers)
Bathe and went straight to work.
After work,went to crossfire and play audition.
Met up with zhilin and glen,slacked.
went home and here i am now(:

so tired tired tired!~

TAGSREPLIED{♥}
To eileen:
AIAI:D , i didn't make this blog nah!i merely took it :x!
To elaine:
Give me your link!(: ahmaaaaa:D
To germaine:
ofcause got uh!hahas!goodluck too!meet up soon too!
To panda:
KOR!:D i never grew fatter but the opposite i think,didn't eat these few
To joroc:
HELLO:D!nahs,i'm not yet a audi pro!
To joy:
HELLO PERVERT GIRL,how did you get to know my blog link!?you're seriously a stalker!
To madeline:
YOU ANGRY?EH HAO PENG YOU!IN AUDI WHO KEEP KA JIAO ME HUH!?STILL DARE SAY!
To sherann:
Hello girl(:,takecare too and thanks for your tag!stay happy too(:!
days.don't feel like eating,hahas.
To shani:
hey!you got a blog too?give me your link if you have:D!
To weihan:
TSK!don't even bother replyin you!LOL,joking:D tag you back in your blog le(:
To whitney:
EH YOU!BETTER COME BACK TO TAMPINES AND FIND US ONE DAY HOR!DON'T SO BO XIM OKAY!hahahahas!love you la(: TAKE CARE TOO!

2009-05-06T19:18:00.000-07:00

Secret.

I thought i would ace my chemistry,but i bomb it.the minute i looked at the paper i was like "okay,goners."scrabble through the paper for 15 minutes,slept for one hour.now i see why birdnerd called me a pig face,he told me i slept through every paper everytime.how pig can i be?teehee.(:

so mad,did you cry when you saw the post?haha.and sorry i put plane you.decided to pierce tomorrow and my phone died on me.SORRY~!

TAGS REPLIED{♥}
Whitney: xingans!i know you don't wanna hear this but,he's gone to bh.well,we'll just have to wait for him to come out.life is great(: you must study okay(:
Zhikang:Hello anti-swineflu partner!:D yeah, i bring thermometer everyday.hahahas!
Qiuyan:SURE SURE:D
Sam:You which sam?o.o
Johnny:You very funny eh,you want me link you you nv link me!
Madeline:DIDN'T KNOW WHAT?-__-

2009-05-06T03:30:00.000-07:00

This is a very special post for my beloved.
DEAR MLXY,
indeed has our style of commuinication change,every little changes make a drastic differents right?but no matter what,i still believe we're still as close as before.well,i lent you a rubber band so auto cancelled the treating of water!(: YI BI GOU XIAO! hahas.
life is actually kinda quiet without you,serious.I won't quit studying,i'll study until ITE.(: i won't make the wrong choice de la!(:
I also missed those time i hang out with you,always joke around.No matter how annoying i am,how i bully you or how i irritate you.You never seems to be angry with me for long.DON'T YOU FEEL LONELY I TELL YOU!you're not alone okay?although i may not seems to pay attention to you,but i still think of you lo.sooo mushy,i don't like:x!people talk to you until very what,just heck care(: you didn't do anything wrong,they just got difficulties talking nicely,rude people.tsk! don't fret don't stress alright?you still got me(:!
i love you!<3!

2009-05-05T21:24:00.000-07:00

look people,i'm gonna kill myself now.just because of the stupid thermometer,i can't attend school and my exams flew away.straight zero marks for my social studies and chinese paper 1 which i did study for!I thought madeline would console me,but she didn't!not only didn't she console me,she still joke with me telling me that "Hey!you're also a anti-swineflu like zhikang!"(i told her that i hate that stupid swine flu stuff.) i really feel like slapping her face.
moving on..(gonna stop crapping about it,no use.)met up with kelson & mervyn.waited downstairs at kelson's block make me sweat like fuck!I'm out of short pants,so i wore a jeans instead.we're going for a swim at mervyn's condo.UBER FUN!

Today had chinese exams,piece of cake seriously.the paper is somehow like a primary examination questions!I think our teacher looked down on us,dammmmn her/him.listening comphre makes me feel like sleeping,birdnerd keep saying that i'm a pig face,i don't know why either.crazy him. *Psst!i think zhilin come menses today lor,ask her help me buy stuff she didn't even consider and reject!grrrrr!*

老师女家老大(teacher married gangster) cover page! haha!

This is officially a ugly snapshot by kel or mervyn,so crazy!

I just love the sunflower,but i didn't know i went to the extend of taking it up and take pictures with it.LOLS.

I'm like so step -.- .

How bout this?SOLO PIG!<3

that idiotic mervyn snap me taking up those pool balls.argh.

They're sick and physco, but i'm still save with them because i'm fierce!i'll kill them if they ever dare touch me!:D

2009-05-03T05:10:00.000-07:00

and still am.

I'm so gonna sleep early tonight,not gonna go out not gonna go out!

Yesterday slacked with nigel & co, see them do jumpstyle!so cool when they do it together can?!loveee it!i tried doing lor,although ahpui kor didn't say that i'm stupid,i still think i am.He's such a fast learner while me?!WAH,CMI!i tried and tried and tried.nehmind,i do jumpstyle also cooockcoock one,so ugly.HAHAHA.

yesterday was a super duper cold day can?my leg felt numb when i'm walking to the bus stop waiting for the first bus eh.and my hands cold like ices lo , waaa piang.
been long since i chat with madeline on the phone,yesterday on the phone with her for an hour plus.so fun(:

2009-05-01T16:59:00.000-07:00

hey people,just came back from slacking.and guess what?
BECAUSE OF THE OVERLOAD TIMES ZHILIN CALLED ME A NOOB IN AUDI,I'M SO GONNA TRAIN SUPER UBER HARD TO BE 'PRO' !
heard that?i'm serious.and i mean it.damnnnnn that stupid pig!~

a few weeks ago when i was slacking with nigel and others,wan made all these balloon.i hateeee to admit it but it's nice!(:

i love this the most,so cute!

PLUS!EXCLUSIVE KNOW!

super natural face of my cousin,kim.
lucky th picture of mine can't see my face,*whew!*

2009-05-01T06:53:00.000-07:00

When love calls your name.

my keyboard had changed,better than the previous one.the previous one seriously can suck cock.i thought i can get a new handphone by today,but my dad haven even buy for me!he said that my attitude wasn't good enough.whatever lo,but he bought me prepaid card.good enough?haha.

yesterday kindof dead,they ride bike to pasir ris park and turn around for dunno a few times and then head back to their home.i was like so sleepy.so nigel kor send me home,thanks.

PEOPLE,PLAY AUDITION.(:

2009-04-29T01:20:00.000-07:00

PISSED!PISSED!FXCKIN PISSED!!!

THERE WILL NEVER BE ANY ADVANTAGES WHEN YOU HAVE TOO MANY SIBLINGS.

FIRSTLY,I'M LIKE THE FXCKING MIDDLE CHILD WHICH TOLERATE THE MOST NONSENSE!

MY ELDER BROTHERS PLAY COM FOR HOURS,WHEN I WANTED TO PLAY MY PARENTS WOULD SAY :"THEY'RE YOUR ELDER BROTHER,RESPECT...LET THEM PLAY AWHILE MORE" SUCK COCK LAH!

YOUNGER SIBLINGS ? MY PARENTS WOULD SAY :"DON'T BULLY THEM LA,DA DE YAO RANG XIAO DE."SINCE WHEN DID YOU SAY TO THOSE ELDER BROTHER OF MINE NOT TO 'BULLY' ME?FXCK IT ALRIGHT?

SOOOOOO PIAN XIN!FXCK OFF MAN.THIS IS WHY I HATE THIS FAMILY SO MUCH.I DON'T REALLY MIND IF I DO ILLEGAL JOB AS LONG AS I GET A FLAT OF MY OWN.

AHHHHHHHHHH!FXCK IT!!!!

Dear god,do you know i'm in a miserable state now?

2009-04-26T20:37:00.000-07:00

people have been asking me why i didn't attend school these few days.i just don't feel like going.maybe it's because it's too early or maybe it's because of maths.i know i'm running away from maths.

my mind is completely blank.

TAGSREPLIED{♥}
To madeline:Apology cannot be access!HAHAHAHAS.no some other days!you online and viceversa,means we can play already!
To zhikang:psps!forget relink!but you're relinked now:D!
To kim:UP ALREADY!hahahahahas.
To Lena:because i never come school ma:xHHAHAHAS.miss me?:P

2009-04-25T03:03:00.000-07:00

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?I FINALLY WIN SHEENAAA!

I WIN MAIN!:D

2009-04-24T22:51:00.001-07:00

I realised i keep changing my blogskin.Bobiaaaaan,i get bored e-zzilly(:!

Audition is killing me,i spent 2 hours downloading it.I promise i'll be back in audition to trash people,i swear!lol,justina!don't be naive!you're only lvl 18!I have problems with this stupid keyboard though.why don't my brothers change to something more..more uh,convenient?this keyboard is so fxcking hard know!

Right now,nigel kor is being so irritating.not only he called me a fat aunty,he still threatened me to go down and find him right now.irritating dumfoos(:!

MADELINE!
I know you've been trying freaking hard to get me back into studying.i know you care me much,but i'm really sorry to say i got no interest in studying anymore.i'll try to come to school more often(: i know you love me right?i know you do(:i love you too!haha!don't you think we're really best of friends?i've got a breakdown and vice versa.
remember those times when you were heartbroken?I accompanied you in the rain which i called it raining 'bears & wolfs' instead of 'cats and dogs'?we were drenched from head to toe and i still sing songs for you at the top of the rooftop?and then again,when i was sad all you said were 'don't cry don't cry,wah i don't know how to say leh..' hahahahahas!i laughed and i said 'can you like comfort me or something!?' , i had the best time with you.
I'm sorry for not being there for you when you break down.you'll forgive me won't you?

Yours truly,

Tags replied!

To madeline:Sorry i cheated your feelings~ hahahahas!

To Zhikang:wow,you talk like a small adult monkey!:D

To lixin:OKOK!ahahahhhahas!<3

To weihan:oh really?haha.OKAY,DUMBASS!

I never thought i would need you.

2009-04-16T22:48:00.000-07:00

I know if i don't update my blog sooner or later,it's gonna be dead.

Didn't attend school for four days,even when i'm at home i felt bored too.(c'mon people,come meet me and kill my boredom!)Anyway,my parents asked me to quit school.i've been thinking too,do i really want to quit school?if i just quit now,in my whole entire life i would onlyhave that pathetic PSLE cert.I think it's a bad choice to quit school.

Adding on..

A few days ago i met up with zhilin and others,and when reuben was chatting with me we begun to talked in americans slang.super funny to the max i tell you!the worst thing of all,i said something confidently but wrong.They was like :"justina e banana one only a dollar! and i goes :"I'm worthless!! my gosh,it shouldn't be worthless laa,it should be priceless.and they seriously laugh they're ass out,they make me felt like dying out of embarrassement.!i said that merely because it sounded similar,how stupid am i?-.-

ZHIKANG!hope you're okay!you're my cutest monkey ever!
MADELINE!sorry i was a lil harsh on the phone when you told me zhikang was injured,i was eager to know what happened,sorry pal!

okay,shall end my post.!

Promise me you'll take me to places i love..

2009-04-12T05:34:00.000-07:00

I LOVEEE TALKING CRAPS.

Hanging out with nigel'co lately,and i realise she's sick.*lmfao*!Everytime i wanna go o.c.h,they would have a change of plan because they say there's too little people.Its so boring because i'm not cycling(i don't want either) and im bored just seating behind letting kor tb me.

i hate my brother,he just peep at my private blog!private means don't wanna let anyone know,and he discover it.damnzz!nothing much to post about today because i've been rotting at home.people did ask me out,but i made a promise to my dad i won't ton on weekdays.so you know what?

HOLIDAYS,HURRY UP AND COME COME COME!!!!

TAGSREPLIED{♥}

To karen:You're relinked(:!But it's private?you didn't invite me:l

To Lena:yeah finally i've post eh,hahas.Loves!

To Lixin:sweet,stop it!I'm not!!

To madeline:You always ask me update more you also nv!grrrr!ofcause song uh!one whole week eh!woo~~

To philene:i'll meet you up on weekdays,loveeeezzz!hahahas!pretty girlzzzz~!

To Eileen:Love you too:D!

To weihan:You always got typo de eh!children bike!not children!

To yanting:relinked le:D!

To zhikang:ofcause he's cute,my brother eh!HAHAHAHAS!

2009-04-06T22:43:00.000-07:00

Now he's a botak!

I got no idea what to post either.Just want you people to know my com has gone haywire now and i'm using my brother computer,and the keyboard is freaking stiff!so it's kinda hard to type.Another reason is because my brothers always like to use the computer like nobody buisiness,so i can't even use it because they get cranky if i ask them to let us play.My brothers are bad.

I've forgotten on which day,i went out with nigel'co to play L4D.It's very fun and victorious because zhilin used cheats on our team.poor nigel and others didn't know about it.*laughs*!after that we went to carpark and played,ok.It's not exactly us,it's just zhilin and teo,they crazy.After that they insisted on going back to 418 with their bic when me,nigel and junhong had no bike.In o the end,adam TB Nigel,teo TB junhong then zhilin TB me.do you know what she use toTB me? A CHILDREN BIKE.People who pass by us was give us those "0.o?" look.

Yesterday didn't go school.I don't feek like going because i didn't sleep for one whole day.Went up to nigel house and see him and reuben zak.Boring!So i took a nap,guess what?they told me i keep kicking their ass and snoring and sleeptalk!I didn't even know,they were laughing like it was a joke,oh amatuer!went to eat after that,ommelette!!went to reuben's condo and swim soon after we ate.the jacuzzi was damn fun lol,and the suana.woooo.slacked all the way till 12am and went home after that.(:

People,I'VE POST!So,what do i get?xD

2009-04-02T21:41:00.000-07:00

Post by demand.LOL.

YESTERDAY
Funniest and bonkiest day i had in school.I was super tired because i went out with nigel'co to cycle and i went striaght to school after that.So when i first stepped in the class my first thought was "wow,a chair and a table.Perfect".i was really so into sleeping that i didn't know it was national anthem.suddenly,dumb shake me and i woke up.woah,super humiliating ok!people around me was laughing,i got no idea why my teacher didn't scold me.i thought she would go like 'Get your fucking head up you slacker!" lmao.she didn't.

Didn't went to school today and slacked with leonard for a few hours and head home.anyway,care to see my sister pic?She was sleeping at a hole so as to make sure my father didn't spot her.(she skip school you see-.-)LOOK!

TAGS REPLIED
To Kumiko:it's not cute for goodness sake!yeah,you didn't tag me for quite long:D hahas.!take care(:!
To Madeline:i'm very surprise you miss me.we see each others almost everyday!okay,maybe not cause i didn't go to school often.haha!
To Zhaoya:I didn't!?hahas,sorry then:x i kinda forget things easily.hahas.
To Germaine:Busy!?still got time tag me!kick your butt uh!must at least find weekend go play ma:D
ToLixin:SWEET<3!
Mantou:Sure!you're linked:D
To Eileen: yesyes!you and dumb always ask me update more de !! haahas.

2009-03-28T20:10:00.000-07:00

I ain't a bad kid.

after spending like a few fxcking hours,i came back to this blog.Oh,stupid me.and anyway,who would like to play audi with me!it's like so boring when i play all alone myself.now i'm at home,coughing all the way with nothing better to do.

Yesterday i had a breakdown.I kept crying and crying for hours,throw everything around me room(and now it's in a mess),punched the wall(or rather,scrape) until my skin came out.i don't know what came over me.bonkers me.and so i cried till i fell asleep and woke up with swollen eyes.yuck.

TAGSREPLIED{♥}
To Germaine:hahas,yeh.i know le(: just can't resist the temptation to go out and have fun.hahas.
To Xiang yu:Link le,sorry for the late linking:x!

2009-03-27T10:04:00.000-07:00

Great,now i can't log in to either Ebuddy or Msn.
I'm so bored right now and i'm having a very hard time to breathe.{how i hate asthma.}I'm posting again is because i see quite alot of unattended comments,hehe.

TAGS REPLIED{♥}
To Madeline:oh,so you're saying i'll forget?!how could you >: ! hahas,update your blog more puhlease!It's going to be dead again!
To Eileen:Yeah,i will.Loves!<3
To Kim:VERY.Hahaha!<33
To Sokkan:Nono,you 4-3-8,aku 3-8 bodoh! hahas.!
To Reuben:Goodgood:D!

2009-03-27T04:48:00.000-07:00

回忆{♥}

okay,people are telling me to update more update more especially my 爱爱 & 笨笨.(:
But i'm stuck,i got no freaking idea where to start with y'know?*laugh*If i start talking about everyday life it's gonna be damn boring.but anyway,i will.

yesterday my fever came back again,despite nigel'kor lending me his jacket,i still shiver.you know what james'kor & nigel'kor said?"WAH,YOUR HEAD CAN COOK EGG BODOH."trust me,it's really hot and i can't go home because there's no bus at all.so i 忍 until first bus(Strong eh(: ) so right now,i'm fine but i'm still coughing like mad.and i really appreciate madeline'mei and purdee coming to visit me.somemore madeline came twice okay,morning once and afternoon again.they bought me food,LOTUS BUN!<33>

Tags Replied{♥}

To whitney:yeah i will(: you take care too(: <3

to joroc:LOL,i didn't know you're justun friend,maybe you've told me before,but i think i've forgotten.surprised once again,hahas.i rather play private maple than audi.hahas.

2009-03-20T11:35:00.000-07:00

I see love.

I've become a night owl.How i hated it.And i'm like so poor to the max now,not even a single thing for me to eat now that i've woke up.slacked with nigel & germaine'co yesterday.I don't intend to blog now cause i'm feeling a terrible feeling in my tummy(you know what i meant.)

TAGS REPLIED{♥}
To madeline:It's not scolding my dear,it's just a piece of my mind(: hahas.
To Kim:You said it(:
To Eileen:Hahas,i'm not angry now le(:
To whitney:Xingan<3 color="#666666">Sweet:Hey(:I've seen that already,too bad now i can't buy anything cause i've something else on my mind to buy.But i'll support you by asking my friend to buy ok?<3 color="#666666">cyrstal:Uh,which crystal,haha.psps.Must see face.
To Lena:Love to you too(:

2009-03-19T03:57:00.000-07:00

Fed up,fed up,fed up!

EVERYONE FREAKING LOOK HERE.

I'm really really not happy with this shit caused by dylon.
It goes like this:
-I went to leonard house(which is dylon's elder brother) and play com.
-I was playing audition when some of his friends tell me to alt tab.
-I did so,and the desktop icon all gone.
-So they thought the computer's a goner.
-Neither did me and them know that it can be fix fcking easily.
-so leonard say i spoiled the comp which cost 1400.
-I apologise.Lenoard said it's okay.
-few days later,dylon called me after he came back to singapore.(don't ask me where he went,none of this buisiness.)
-he asked me in a lil harsh tone,and i got irritated because i've apologised.
-THE NEXT DAY,HE PM ME IN MSN ABOUT THIS AGAIN.

(11:51 AM) [c=9]:[[D][Y][L]:
oh ya
u spoil my com
(11:51 AM) JUSTINA :
whatever .
i spoil you also cannot do anything .
(11:51 AM) [c=9]:[[D][Y][L]:
dun come lao lan lei..
cb
u spoil it u still like this
i spoil ur comp see u happy not
knn
(11:52 AM) JUSTINA :
spoil lo
as if i let u come my house in the first place.
behbah .
(11:52 AM) JUSTINA :
i spoil it leh .
(11:52 AM) [c=9]:[[D][Y][L]:
spoil ppl thing still kpkb
slut
11:53 AM) JUSTINA :
i press alt tab only then spoil?
then is ur com lan liao(:
(11:53 AM) JUSTINA :
and i'm not laolan .
i'm xialan,

FYI:
NONE OF THIS IS FREAKING EDITED OK?

Look,how meaaan can this guy be?He called me a slut.he's lucky enough i didn't call his mom a whore.and how weak can this guy get?He asked the mother to call me and asked about everything,and i really mean everything.First,the mother was like being sooo "adult" and began to "teach" me about manners and stuff like this.and she insisted that i'm the one who scold her son first!LOOK UP AT THE PM BEITCH.it was your son,YOUR GANGSTER WANNA-BE SON.(fyi:gangster wanna-be means that someone who wanna act like what they cannot be.or maybe,poser.)and does he even know what is the defination of SLUT?Someone who provides a very needed service for the community and sleeps with everyone,AND HELLO.I'M A VIRGIN AND I DONT SLEEP WITH EVERYONE.his mom said that i don't have manners.Oh yes,i don't have manners,i got my own attitude.I don't need manners to talk to you guys whom doesn't even have their own thinking.faggots.

I just realise that,this is my blog.and i got the rights to write anything i wanted.
you know what,gangster wanna-be?i don't like you.And i felt the most unfortunate when you liked me before.how i wish i didn't know you,or maybe.you don't exist at all.and remember all those girlfriends you got before?i think they got a pretty bad taste about you,or maybe they NEVER see your true colours before.and..are you a homo?trust me,even if you said that you aint one,no one believes.because you act like one or rather you ARE one.dickhead.you do you really think you got those sixsense or whatever magical powers?ohman,you suck a big time on that.you ought to be glad i waste a post on you,i don't mind polluting my blog once in a while.It's my say isn't it?
toodles,sucker(:
----
james really save me(:
yesterday was fun, but kena SUDDEN BREAK then swollen hands.never mind.Nigel's gonna regret.hahahaha.!
toodles loves(:

2009-03-18T08:15:00.000-07:00

never am i gonna drink matel or whatever liquor again.

Wasn't planning to go out today,but my tamp cliques change my mind.they said they're having a pool party,oh yeah.free food,drinks,cigg,liquor(which i wasn't quite interested in).i wasn't planning to swim.But i was thrown to the pool,sucks a big time.matel sucks,for me.Lucky i wasn't drunk a lil bit.But it really stinks.I wanna be anti-liquor.lol.played till 10pm plus and went home.tired:X

List 10 people whom you want to do this quiz .
>Lixin sweety
>Kim sis
>Lena dummy
>Elaine ahma
>Eileen friendfriend
>Nigel Kor
>Whitney xingan
>amanda Friendfriend
>Zhikang monyet
>Joce Jiejie
QUIZ .
[x] Gotten detention .
[x] Gotten your phone taken away in class .
[x] Gotten suspended .
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum .
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test .
Total : 4
[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times .
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times .
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late .
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it .
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class .
Total : 5
[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school .
[x] Texted people during class . ( Only if urgent )
[x] Passed notes . --
[x] Threw stuff across the room . --
[x] Laughed at the teacher . --
Total : 5
[ ] Pulled down the Fire Alarm .
[x] Went on Myspace , Facebook etc. on the computer at school . --
[x] Took pictures during school hours . --
[x] Called someone during school hours . --
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. .. during class --
Total : 4
[ ] Threw something at the teacher .
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission . --
[x] Broke the dress code .
[x] Failed a class .
[x] Ate food during class . --
Total : 4
[x] Gotten a call from school .
--[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly .
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school . --
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go .
[x] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking .
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear .
Total : 5[ ] Faked your parents signature .
[x] Slept in class . --
[x] Cursed at a teacher to their face .
[x] Copied homework . --
Total : 3
Overall : 32 multiply by 3 =96% life ruined ~ -- LOL, parts and parcel of life.WTH.FOUR MORE PERCENT.-.=

2009-03-17T04:00:00.000-07:00

This is gonna be the most craziest day occured in my life lol.firstly,i went to 'aston express' and wait for madeline to punched out.well,at least i get a slice of cake make by my bff(:after that went to meet nigel and others.we're like so bored so we played a game created by my tamp friends-POKER DONKEY(:

That game really kills me man.you know what was my forfeit?look.
-Link the rubbishbin.
-Put cigg ash inside my mouth.
-Link the sole of a girls heels.
my goodness,it's like so gross can?i rather bite the tire like how damien did.LMAO.so after all these,decided to go cycling.i felt the most fortunate or maybe I AM.because,i didn't cycle at all,it was nigel kor longbang me.waa,so cool la.I'm the only girl who's not sweating at all(:and so..they cycled to farmway and wanna chasedog.I didn't know my nightmare was coming la.

everyone hesitate to go near the place,then nigel went WITH ME BEHIND-.-.afer awhile the dog really chase ok!ad it was right behind me already!i thought i was going to be bitten,but quek save me!he threw a waterbottle.when nigel stopped,my hand was shaking lol.I GOT PHOBIA OF DOGS AND NOW THIS.but seriously , those dogs are cute:x

OKAY,I DON'T WISH TO BLOG ANYMORE.
TOODLES.

2009-03-14T23:45:00.000-07:00

I'M HERE TO BLOG MY PIECE!

i'm currently at my friend house with 3 idiots and i'm so frking bullied by them.i need someone to save me now!KEEP SAYING SQUIRT SQUIRT SQUIRT.feel like killing them one by one.LOL.okay,i'll blog next time.toodles!

2009-03-14T01:23:00.000-07:00

Sunburn-ed.

Yesterday was uber tiring and kinda boring.not saying that they're not fun,just that the atmosphere is not quite right.y'know y'know?lol.actually going cycling , but too bad i had no bicycle and some last minute plan so they abort the idea of cycling.(psst!kinda lucky,cause they wanna chase some dogs.wait,i don't even know if its the dog chasing them or they chase dog!LOL!)so some went home and we went to a big playground and slack there.quek began to talk about ghost,kindof scary.but i'm not scareed okay!LOL.

Super weary until i reached home and i still can read the newpaper because the title captured my eyes."13 STUDENTS CAUGHT HAVING WEAPONS IN SCHOOL".How sick is that?i mean mentally sick.and what kind of stupid school have abrupt spotcheck?what if someone had a condom to have sex with the girlfriend that fateful day and was caught having a condom,isn't that illegle?lol.damn,now my mind is corrupted.whatever~i'm so gonna not think about it.Gees!

one more thing,now i'm officially stucked in home until my mother lose her job.because she's working,i can't even go out now.well,maybe i can but not today.i promised my mother that i'll stay home and look after those monsters she deliver out.havin siblings is such a dread!it kills my time unwillingly,pissed me off unintentionally.gwaaad.

and for one last time..

STOP ASKING ME TO PLAY MAPLE!

AKU ANTI-MAPLE!

hehe(:

Auditioning,sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet :o!

2009-03-12T23:08:00.000-07:00

believe it?

HOLIDAY!!!!

I'm officially super irritated by my common test result.not only i've fail all subject,every sub is just above 45marks!just a lil more you know?!how irritating can that be!!argh!but nevermind,does'nt spoil my mood for holiday(:

nowadays playing audition,so cool la can?i'm super bored in audition cause no one wanna pei me play at all!!!*cry*and i'm having flu for more than a week already.how idiotic can that be.I can't even sing well at all.*hmph!*

appertizaaa

Leonard likes to por me,he say i can be a singer and he'll support me cause my dancing very cartoon.LOL.

my father found out i hadn't quit smoking and he wasn't fed up,how stupid is that-.-

Toodles,audition:D

2009-03-05T16:32:00.001-08:00

Random♥

Didn't go to school today.So stayed at home and play computer,peaceeee(:

P.S!Madeline,i'm not touched actually.I'm use to all these compliment already.*hahahhahahahahhs!*

I cannot believe you actually love me!hahahahahah!i know what the_____ means.*grinning*.

okay la,don't nag anymore.I'll blog later(:

Maybe,we'll be.

2009-03-05T02:48:00.000-08:00

okay?i dont know where to start with.

It seemed like it's been more than two weeks since the day i was caught for smoking.The letter has yet arrived,i wonder why though,but i don't believe it's a hoax,still.
Yesterday,terrible day.not only i have a rough time in my exam,i had a rough time with my history teacher.i said BUSTED,not BASTARD.She claimed that i said BASTARD.WTH!she say its the wrong pronounce whatever.like hello~as if everyone can speak fluently "like" her.mrs-know-it-all.tsk!i mean,it's almost the same right?so i told her,why not say buzzzzzzzted?sounds more clear uh.she said im crude,IM CRUDE.how could she!i'm crude,so what!that's my temper,i dun give a damn weather you like it or not.do i look like someone who gives a damn to you?NOO.and you know what?she's sooo ugly that she abused the previlegde for being so ugly and she's like making a super uber idiotic fool of herself!b glad i spent a passage on you!mrs-know-it-all-mozerella!(FYI:her name is morella.)*BITEE*!
I believe in karma,so you guys better stop laughing at me,only sucker think its fun.Oh and,i'm sure i'm gonna fail my maths,gosh..10 chapter review,here i come):!

Retained,so what?F off.

EXAMS IS OVERRR!!~

2009-02-28T02:43:00.000-08:00

someone asked me if i missed you,i didn't answer.

i just closed my eyes and walked away.then i whispered,"so much."

It's been around one week since i post,for these past week,i didn't attend school for three days.okay..it wasn't because i played trauncy,okay.maybe just one day.but the other two day was because i have flu,thanks to my sister,she was lost.(nadzir and co,madeline and co would know what happened.)

as you know i tends to forget stuff,so i'll just blog about yesterday's shits.met up with nigel and co,(sorry mervyn and co!)we slack and slack and slack,eventually,we talked about supernatural stuff.i was afraid till i asked them to go home in the morning so that i wouldn't have to go home around 5.30am.went to nigel house and slacked,while watching the tv we fell asleep.that was funny,by the time i woke up,the two others went home already.lol.so germaine and i walked to her house bus stop and took my bus home.

First Alpha.

2009-02-23T01:28:00.000-08:00

1. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed?- Cheek:P
2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning?- UBER TIRED TO THE MAX,don't feel like going school lol.
3. Who was the last person u took photo with?- Forgotten,hahas.
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?- Maybe yes,lol.
5. Would you ever donate blood?- Yeah (:
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?- Duh!
7. Do u wan someone dead?- No.-.-
8. What does ur last text message says?- your school shoes is missing already!too bad!(incase you're thinking,madeline is being childish and hide my shoes away.)
9. What are u thinking right now?- Alot of stuff.
10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?- Yes:x
11. What is the time you go to bed last night?- 12am plus ?
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?- =.=,school uni .
13. Is someone on ur mind right now?- Maybe?(:
14. Who was the last person who texted you?- Madelineeee:D
10 people tagged to do this quiz.
1) madeline
2)elaine
3)kumiko
4) kimberly
5) gavin
6) phedra
7) whitney
8) joce jiejie
9) kelson
10) jacqueline
15. Who is 2 having a relationship with?- No idea,hahas.
16. Is 3 a male or female?- Female .
17. If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing?- NO!?they're straight(:
18. What is 1 studying about?- Dog buisiness,hahahahs.JOKING~ studying sec4 stuff uh.
19. When was the last time u had a chat with them?- among all i talked to 3 of them only .
20. Is 4 single?- Yeas,i think?
21. Say something about number 2?- Hyper girl(:
22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being tgt?- They don;t even know each other.
23. Describe 9?- ugly to the max,but good brother,hahahahhas.!
24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight?- They're gentle,haha.okay,maybe not phedra,hahahah!
25. Do you like 8?- DUH!i love her (:

QUIZ TAGGED BY LINA(: I'VE DONE IT.
TOODLES!

2009-02-21T02:45:00.001-08:00

My 7 years old brother AKA hunk(:

Went out with germaine and co and had heart to heart talk.It's been long since we've done that.And now,its a different scenerio,we've both change.For the better.I don't think my family will blacklist her,because she've change(:

Its kindof wierd,why will i feel like this?I'm so so puzzled.I don't want to think about it but his face captured my eyes.Why do i feel anxious when i think about you,it felt like my heart skip a beat.I dread to see you,because i can't concentrate on what i'm doing.Oh crush,please go away.

I know this crush aint going away.

2009-02-19T21:25:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!IM BACK!
FIRST DAY IN CAMP
The first thing we went was dragon boat.It was super fun,and really.At that time our class wasn't coperative at all.And it was scary going down to the place where the boat is.I nearly cried cause some silly monkey was jumping.when we came back,all of us were drenched from head to toe.went back to camp site after that.
around evening,we're all suppose to go night hike in the forest,i heard that it was suppose to be easy and we can see light everywhere but it was a hoax la.you know what?WE CANNOT EVEN SEE THE LIGHTS NOR IS THE ROAD SMOOTH AT ALL!i cried lol,i didn't really know i was afraid of these stuff.we went through bumps and narrow path and we can't even see anything at all!what the hell?But the last destination was the best.its a super huge patch of green grass and when you look up,you could see thousand stars.i heard a woman died there because the place there's mountain,and they're doing rock climbing and somethings happened so yeah.i loveeee the night hike(:
Seriously speaking,i don't like to bath in the camp.the water was so cold and the water is not big at all la,how am i suppose to bathe there?and there was dead flying ant all over the place!and the bunk room,woah..its so hard that i can barely sleep at all.alright,gonna stop blah-ing about the first day in camp.
SECOND DAY IN CAMP
Nature walk was simply..delicious.we get to eat the wild leaves eh!some of the taste suck,but some was nice.we saw squirrel man!oh-my-goodness!Super cute to the max can?anyway,we walked 2 hours in the forest and 1 hour walking back to the camp site.boring,hahas.after that,had lunch and went to the high element.the first element we played was flying fox!omg laaa,it was super scary and fun in the man!many thought i would shout but i didn't,hehe.i even pose for the camera my friend was holding okay?!don't understimate meee,gahh.one of my friend shout like crazy,and i mean real crazy!after flying fox went to rock climbing.And the instructor told me that i was one of the rare girls who could reach the top man!how happy can i get?(: after that played the high obstacle stuff,the instructor there look sucky and pervertic,lol.at night had mini celebration with the class.our form teacher is super cool okay?he bought for us snacks and drink and other class didn't have at all lol.hahaha.
THIRD DAY IN CAMP
Quite a boring day cause we only play with low element and team building.it was fun la(:
THE LAST DAY IN CAMP
All was getting ready to go back home when something happened.the fire extinguisher ock was loose and my friend didn't notice and press it and the cardon dioxide fills the whole place,and!im the only girl in the bunk and others were guys so all was like,EH THE DOOR CANNOT OPEN,EH EVERYONE CLOSE YOUR MOUTH,EH EVERYONE RUNN!!!!i was frantic,seriously i was.and while we're all going to run,the dropped my friends hat,and i wanted to pick it up but couldn't find it.and someone pushed me after that.and everything calmed down,my friend told me i nearly faint as he can see me and i was like looking faint and he say i almost dropped to the ground.i didn;t even realise it.after that went home.(:

2009-02-16T05:47:00.001-08:00

Random dom dom.

I'll be going to camp for 4 days 3 night.I know readers will miss me,but.Don't miss me too much.You'll get sick of it.*snore*Having migrains nowadays,hope nothing will go wrong in there.At least i got lina and joy as my camping companion aka consultant.*laughs*Thanks yuxian for lending me the camping mat.(i hope i don't freeze without blanket.)

BYE DUDE(S)!

2009-02-13T01:09:00.000-08:00

WHAT IS VALENTINE?

Valentine is a special day for couples.Full stop?NOOO.

Before i start posting about my 'nolife' post,let me post this message for my beloved childhood friend.

Dear friend,

Do take care okay?you've been my best male childhood friend.Remembering times when

i told you to treat me chocolate pudding?you went and bought it for me and whitney,

i don't like the taste so i told you to buy again,and you did.how foolish can you get?But

thats the way we're.All innocent and cheerful.But now,it's all different.I'll wait for you

to come out my dear friend.we're always friend(:You'll be okay.

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School was (quite) fine.Had fun with some of my schoolmates(:

END OF NO LIFE POST.

lol.

2009-02-09T21:52:00.000-08:00

Yesterday;09/10/09
Went to school without sis today,and i reached school ultra early.how i wish she can prepare finish earlier so i wouldn't mind taking her to school.
School's super tough and stress,minute by minute you can imagine 'question mark' filling up the classroom.Some people really had no EQ,they likes to hurt people's feeling.What wrong with me retaining?listen,it's none of YOU ALL buisiness.*Sorry to insult you guys,i don't want to mention name though.no offence(:*
Went home right after school ended.i just don't feel like staying around the school compund or anywhere else after school because,i'll be smelly and sticky after school.It's best to get home early.
Anyway..
Happy belated birthday nicholas(:

10/02/09
Today is really a super duper bad hair day for me.But i've already put the past behind,but i'll still write down what i wrote in my note.

i will write in peace.

I'm beginning to think that i'm a freak.

I'm even afraid of today's morning me.

it just isn't me,its a mental justina.

not me.

I just ran to the kitchen trying to find a knife.

i was stopped.

i really gone hay wire,

but she still scold me despite that.

she thinks i'm acting?fine.

she slapped me,

hard enough that it hurts my heart.

i felt nothing but injustice.

everything that i do,i must give in.

without fail.

i'm sorry for skipping school.

I nearly hit my mom,im sorry.
and now i'm feeling better.
Thanks madeline and mrs.wong(:

2009-02-07T21:55:00.000-08:00

Everything change all of the sudden.

Because i believe in 'sunshine after a thunderstorm'.

My family,seems to be back to normal.And it seems more loving.I really hope that it will never fade.It makes me feel like a giant stone had just been lifted up from my heart.No words can fit my feelings now.Tears would start falling down.I've stay strong throughout the whole misery,and it had come to an end.

I lost my ez-link card,but my dad wasn't loving to me(lol).He say it's my problem,i can solve it.If it wouldn't for the aston.It's not like i wanted the pay to come double times,and sure enough,there wasn' a double payment and you astons just waste my time waiting on such silly pay.Give me my pay!hurry hurry hurry.

I've not done my homework yet,and i don't feel like doing now.I'll do when someone in my family insist on snatching the computer from me.(since i had been playing from the morning.)

Toodles,